[He's around!! He's still semi-injured, in the same outfit that Livio saw him in yesterday, and he looks tired--but less devastated than he often is on Fridays. Sometimes you go on horrible time loop CYOAs full of death and you're still dealing with it on die day.
But Simon was Livio's teammate, and Setsu and Valerie were young, so--when he sees Livio, he'll stop and come over to him.]
Why do they commit sins when they know it's wrong? [He says it a bit like he's quoting someone else.] If I punish the evil, the guilty, and the irreverent, the world will become peaceful.
...Things like that. It sounds a little like Punishing Bird.
I don't think so. It's not the same as it was in the facility. [He sighs, pushing his bangs out of his face.] It's just... hard to tell, sometimes. That it's not my thoughts.
... I think it's good that you say them out loud, even if they're upsetting. It can help you tell what thoughts are yours and what thoughts aren't. I can tell you those aren't the kinds of things you think, Kaveh.
[He frowns a little, because it's not something he'd wish on other people--but he does appreciate the offer, and the reassurance. It's hard to know your own self at the best of times, and this certainly isn't that.]
...Right. They're not. [It helps that he doesn't feel it--there's no strong compulsion attached, just... the voice.] I'll tell you, if it's still happening tomorrow.
[He does appreciate that. This, he thinks, isn't quite as bad as what Wolfwood and Vash were going through, but it's an offer that he might take up, if he feels he needs to. It's hard to say if it's character growth, or if he just doesn't want to fuck up trial, but. It's something.]
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ohthehumanities) wrote2023-06-10 01:09 pm
Week 5, Friday
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But Simon was Livio's teammate, and Setsu and Valerie were young, so--when he sees Livio, he'll stop and come over to him.]
Livio... I'm sorry.
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It's alright. How are you feeling, Kaveh?
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A little better. There was a voice... [He shakes his head.] It's not so bad anymore. [He frowns, though.] Are you alright? What happened?
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[ he mostly sounds tired. also is just tense and stiff in general, but-- ]
A voice?
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[He looks sad, for a moment. His week 1 CYOA buddy... THEIR TBD.]
Mm. It was from the facility, I think... after we got back. [He lifts a hand to rub at his forehead.] I think it's going away, though.
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What's it saying to you...?
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...It'll upset you if I tell you.
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[ upset him!!!!! upset him!!! he's alright slimy and got chewed on and got his arm fuckt up. his day is already ruined ]
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Why do they commit sins when they know it's wrong? [He says it a bit like he's quoting someone else.] If I punish the evil, the guilty, and the irreverent, the world will become peaceful.
...Things like that. It sounds a little like Punishing Bird.
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Do you feel like you have to act on it?
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[ does he. ]
... I think it's good that you say them out loud, even if they're upsetting. It can help you tell what thoughts are yours and what thoughts aren't. I can tell you those aren't the kinds of things you think, Kaveh.
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...Right. They're not. [It helps that he doesn't feel it--there's no strong compulsion attached, just... the voice.] I'll tell you, if it's still happening tomorrow.
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Good. If... you're not sure, just pull me aside at trial. I won't be upset.
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[He does appreciate that. This, he thinks, isn't quite as bad as what Wolfwood and Vash were going through, but it's an offer that he might take up, if he feels he needs to. It's hard to say if it's character growth, or if he just doesn't want to fuck up trial, but. It's something.]