[He truly was so uninvolved in 99% of it all, and that, in its own way, is something else he feels guilty for. He'd agreed to them making the choice to take a life, but he hadn't even been able to face the worst of it alongside his teammates. Not that he regrets not hurting anyone personally, of course, but... it's just complicated. The whole twisted thing.]
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[He truly was so uninvolved in 99% of it all, and that, in its own way, is something else he feels guilty for. He'd agreed to them making the choice to take a life, but he hadn't even been able to face the worst of it alongside his teammates. Not that he regrets not hurting anyone personally, of course, but... it's just complicated. The whole twisted thing.]
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[He won't stop feeling guilty anyway, but enough people have yelled at him over the past few weeks that he knows better than to insist.]
It's been alright, though? Over there?
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The others haven't looked out for you?
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