[Which is, at least, better than saying something like "I'm fine" or "I'll be okay." But what would be the point of faking that anyway? After everything they all went through together?]
Even after I talked to them, I feel like I still don't understand.
It's not that I don't understand their reasoning--Buzen and Matsui's. But it doesn't change what happened.
[It doesn't bring Rin back. And Kaveh, in his hurt, thinks that it doesn't really excuse their silence, either. He'll be more understanding later, maybe--but he needs more than tonight to get there.]
It's just not fair that any of us are in this situation to begin with. Pointing fingers at each other doesn't feel good, but it's not like I can just forgive anything, either.
But... There are no right answers yet. I know there aren't yet.
We have similar things in Teyvat, but not really any that I've encountered. [Technically he knows a Jinni but it doesn't like. Talk. It just swings a sword around for the worst character in the wholeass game.]
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... Hey, Kaveh.
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[He holds out the tea; he's healed up thanks to SQQ at the end of trial, but he looks so wrung out that honestly it almost seems like he wasn't.]
I thought you could use this.
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... Hanging in there?
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[Which is, at least, better than saying something like "I'm fine" or "I'll be okay." But what would be the point of faking that anyway? After everything they all went through together?]
Even after I talked to them, I feel like I still don't understand.
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Or like I do and I don't. It's messy. I hate feeling like this.
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[He's been. Such a mess. God.]
It's not that I don't understand their reasoning--Buzen and Matsui's. But it doesn't change what happened.
[It doesn't bring Rin back. And Kaveh, in his hurt, thinks that it doesn't really excuse their silence, either. He'll be more understanding later, maybe--but he needs more than tonight to get there.]
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But... There are no right answers yet. I know there aren't yet.
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If what we know logically and what we feel could respond to each other so easily, I think we, as humans, would have far fewer problems than we do.
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The swords aren't human and they're just as lost as us, so.
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It's easy to forget they're not, sometimes.
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It's not like nothing supernatural exists, I guess, but it's like... Different.