[Or--well. Something like it, for those among them who weren't. Creatures with hearts that can still be injured, no matter how many times they're broken.]
[He thinks of Netzach, and how much sense his exhaustion makes after living his life. He thinks of Yuzuriha's memory, when she'd so calmly granted someone a merciful death. He thinks of Wolfwood and Vash and Livio, and the way that they've been taught that survival is a privilege.
Most people think Kaveh's an idealist, and he's never corrected them, because it would be pedantic to do so. But he's never been naive. For all that he gives away everything of himself to help other people, he's never claimed he could fix every problem in the world. He knows that life is hard, that suffering and pain are natural parts of it. And when it comes to himself--well. It's complicated. But knowing he can't fix everything doesn't mean he doesn't want to. It doesn't make it easier, helplessly watching the people he cares about suffer.]
Well... earlier this week, I had a dream. We were all decorating an ice cream shop, getting ready to welcome back everyone who'd been erased. And then they came through the door, and we were all together again. The way it was in the beginning. [...] When I woke up, I felt... I don't know. It felt like something that might really happen, soon.
But for the most part, adults--we didn't dream in Sumeru, for a long time. So I haven't been able to tell if it's important, or if it's just...
It's complicated, but yes. Rather... we mostly didn't. And it was kind of--shameful to talk about, if you did. It was seen as childish, dwelling on fantasy. Things have changed, but only recently.
That's stupid. It's just your brain processing information, that's not childish. Jeez.
... Anyway, it's a nice dream. So hopefully it was more of a premonition. I don't know, things like that can happen, especially somewhere weird like this.
[Tbh he feels the same way so he just nods in agreement with her. SOMETIMES YOUR GOVERNMENT IS CORRUPT but you're a side character so you don't get to pitch a fit about it.]
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... Sometimes feels like I should be used to people dying by now. But it—it really doesn't get easier.
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[Or--well. Something like it, for those among them who weren't. Creatures with hearts that can still be injured, no matter how many times they're broken.]
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[ I don't want to stop being human. ]
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[He thinks of Netzach, and how much sense his exhaustion makes after living his life. He thinks of Yuzuriha's memory, when she'd so calmly granted someone a merciful death. He thinks of Wolfwood and Vash and Livio, and the way that they've been taught that survival is a privilege.
Most people think Kaveh's an idealist, and he's never corrected them, because it would be pedantic to do so. But he's never been naive. For all that he gives away everything of himself to help other people, he's never claimed he could fix every problem in the world. He knows that life is hard, that suffering and pain are natural parts of it. And when it comes to himself--well. It's complicated. But knowing he can't fix everything doesn't mean he doesn't want to. It doesn't make it easier, helplessly watching the people he cares about suffer.]
Alex... how do you feel about dreams?
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The dreams you see at night, I mean. Not ambitions.
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But I'm also from a world without magic, so maybe things are different in other worlds.
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Okay. I just wondered.
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Like I said. Could be different for people from different worlds.
Why do you ask?
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But for the most part, adults--we didn't dream in Sumeru, for a long time. So I haven't been able to tell if it's important, or if it's just...
[Y'know. Manifested depression after god died.]
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It's complicated, but yes. Rather... we mostly didn't. And it was kind of--shameful to talk about, if you did. It was seen as childish, dwelling on fantasy. Things have changed, but only recently.
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... Anyway, it's a nice dream. So hopefully it was more of a premonition. I don't know, things like that can happen, especially somewhere weird like this.
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I hope so too. It's so hard to say in this place.
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...Right. Okay. [I'll hold onto it.]
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I'll buy as much ice cream as I can afford, then. And Shu will help too.
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So I'll leave stocking that to you.